Post by caridwen on May 16, 2015 12:49:33 GMT
For a couple of years I wasn't feeling well and was starting to feel progressively worse. I kept dragging myself to the doctor to be told there was nothing wrong that she could find. During this time I was experiencing what best can be described as synchronicity. So for example, I would be listening to a song on my walkman and reading the newspaper and the article would have a phrase or sentence from the song. I would be listening to the news and it would be talking about email spam and I would look down and my eyes were on it. This grew in intensity as my illness progressed with the doctor all along telling me I had a virus or was depressed.
Nothing in the synchronicity said anything of illness but I knew that something important was being communicated to me. I went back to the doctor and insisted that she investigate what was going on which she begrudgingly did. I pushed for blood tests and referrals. After a year I had a diagnosis and was told by the specialist that they don't usually catch people with this particular condition so early and I will have a better prognosis this way.
I have no idea where this came from. I'm not a great believer in ancestor spirits or guides or ghosts but something (my inuition?) was pushing me more and more insistently to get a diagnosis. It hasn't actually stopped either so I'm thinking there is more going on that I need to persist with and have spoken to my doctor who is testing for other stuff.
Has anyone else experienced this or something similar?
Nothing in the synchronicity said anything of illness but I knew that something important was being communicated to me. I went back to the doctor and insisted that she investigate what was going on which she begrudgingly did. I pushed for blood tests and referrals. After a year I had a diagnosis and was told by the specialist that they don't usually catch people with this particular condition so early and I will have a better prognosis this way.
I have no idea where this came from. I'm not a great believer in ancestor spirits or guides or ghosts but something (my inuition?) was pushing me more and more insistently to get a diagnosis. It hasn't actually stopped either so I'm thinking there is more going on that I need to persist with and have spoken to my doctor who is testing for other stuff.
Has anyone else experienced this or something similar?